Esperanza,
I can fully understand that you don't want to slow down, but you need to also think, if you're having those symtoms now, perhaps the tumor is resting on the facial nerve. Maybe it has grown. I don't know much about when you begin to see the reults for the GK, but I just just know, that by having it removed it's gone!! Having a AN is enough to drive anyone crazy because so much goes through your head. Actually when I went for my 1st opinion, I went to the Dr with the intent of having surgery. This Dr did more Gammas than surgeries. I left thinking "Hey having the Gamma wouldn't be so bad." But the more I thought on it, the more I knew I needed it out!! You and only you can make that decision. I wish you luck! How many opinions have you gotten? I know my ENT told me to get 2, he said 3 or 4 you get confused & you need to be Comfortable with your physician. Once you find your physician, you'll know it!!
Nancy