Hi all,
As you all know this AN ride is quite a roller coaster. My husband took me to get the TTG injection on Wednesday. the doctor showed us the pictures of the ear and where the needle and gentomycin would go. He explained in detail, we asked questions AND of course I wasn't too dizzy. Somehow after all of that we all agreed to wait! I feel good about the decision. It is just so strange how I seem to feel I get myself into the research mode, then make an informed decision then somehow out of the blue, things change. I usually feel a calm resolve once I make decision, like I did before Wednesday, but then Whoooooosh there it goes. I find this diagnosis very impish that way. I have had varying degrees of dizziness and imbalance since then. The doctor explained most likely it would not help the imbalance to get the TTG but would help the dizziness.
The biggest influence was the doctor saying "Goldie" was having the good beginnings of necrosis, probably won't grow anymore now and may start shrinking. He sent me the jpgs of pre ck and post ck. I put them all side by side on the computer. The tumor had visibly grown from diagnosis to Pre CK, a period of only 2 months! This seems like it might be the reason symptoms were getting worse. The photo Post CK was even bigger, visibly obvious. I have no idea how to measure it, but it has grown more than I expected since the diagnosing MRI.
In summary. I feel quite blessed to have had symptoms, then have them worsen quickly enough to be alarming, having a doctor that knew I needed a more expert opinion, and then that doctor knowing to do the MRI with contrast. He sends me to this group of doctors specializing in ANs and be treated by such a great team. I wastreated before it got too big. I had all the choices given to me. I guess, even having the diagnosis, the BLESSINGS are so numerous. It is not malignant!!!! It was caught early. I have a great husband and family. I have a great team AND have peace of mind even though the path there isn't conventional.
May all the blessings of the season be yours,
Mary