Good points about the stress factor. I am just the opposite, Jim, with the computer. Until I found out the tumor was growing, I didn't spend a whole lot of time on the internet--mainly just checking email and buying stuff off ebay or amazon. Now, as you know by now, I am sort of obsessed--ok, obsessed like a mad woman! Even when I tried to take a break awhile back, all I could think about was getting back online to check the board or do more AN research. I know, all of you can give me the lecture to push away for awhile, take a break. . . . . I like to exercise, and I do almost every day. I went for a walk awhile ago, and my feet were just dragging, but it got me away from the computer. I have lost 10 pounds (needed to do so, great) since I started my obsession back in June. When I'm on the computer, I stay away from food, hmmm, new kind of diet. The computer diet!!! Maybe book material! I think once I have the next opinion under my belt, choose the doctor, set up the appointment for GK, and then get it done, hopefully I will settle down and get on with life. But, in the meantime, I am trying to cope as best I can. It stinks. Thanks you both for your reply.
Nancy