I'm Worried!!!
Help!!!!
Sorry for the long note but I have a lot going on!!!
You know you can look just fine and still be in pain and disabled. I found out this week, I have a partially torn rotator cuff. This has been an on-going problem that went undiagnosed by my previous Neurologist who performed my fusion on the neck. Since Jan 2006, my employer medical insurance changed and so rather than change doctors at that time, I continued on with him trusting his knowledge and expertise.
I wish today I hadn't. After going thru 3 months of physical therapy and his nurse telling me the Dr pretty much felt he had done all he could for me, I finally changed to an In-network doctor in July. The first thing he asked me after reviewing my files, was did I have an MRI performed on my right shoulder? I told him No,... because the previous doctor didn't order it thinking all my problems were in my Cervical disks and nothing more than a muscular problem in my shoulder. I even took one of his painful shots in the shoulder/back to supposedly ease it up but it didn't help.
So a word of advice,...
Don't always take your doctor's advise for the final explanation of your pains and suffering. You have to do what you have to do and get a second opinion sometimes. Not that I don't have enough going on with the AN tumor, and cervical neck fusions already mentioned,... now I get to see an Orthopedic Surgeon next monday for a torn rotocuff. By the way,... my mistake....Dr Strang prefers the surgical resection rather than Gamma Knife, but he will assist in the Gamma Knife procedure.
I'm not sure if I will pursue the SSA disability or not. My employer's short-term disability/long-term disability insurance folks have denied my pay by their doctor. I have been told I have until July 27th to produce documentation of "
Objective Findings" which my 1st doctor never provided. I have to return to work, or be terminated.....thus losing my medical insurance and benefits. This is the biggest thing that we worry about when filing SSA Disability, and Batty Princess can vouch for that. I have a choice and a bad one at that.
If I go back to work in pain, I get to keep my benefits as long as I am employed. My attorney advises me to not go back to work if I can afford it because it will make my SSA Disability case look better showing that you really can't perform your job due to the pain. She also told me if I do go back to not work more than part-time. This makes my case harder to prove, since I can perform my job. Since my job is sedentary, they believe I can still do it within reasonable pain tolerances. HELP?
What Should I DO?
I am sure to have up and coming surgery for the tumor, and most likely the torn roto-cuff, so I will need my insurance. I can't afford to be without it. I left work in February of 2006 thinking my work short-term disability insurance would helpout until I am declared disabled by SSA. This is my delima:
I can't get the doctors to provide my employer insurance evidence (or so they say) showing "Ojective Findings". I hope the Orthopedic surgeon or my New Neuro Surgeons will do so before July 27th or I'm sunk. I have been told that evidence must more or less be a Function Report by a doctor showing what I can't do with my ailments in relationship to your job. This is expensive and probably not covered by insurance. The doctors have provided my records to them but that is evidently not enough. Of course they don't provide me what exactly they are looking for so what should I do?
Any suggestions??