OK, so if I finally followed Jan's instructions correctly, I should have a picture. So I know that this is not the BEST picture...I could have a bit more symmetrical smile and hopefully (fingers crossed), I will be able to wear make-up on the AN side soon, but this picture means a lot to me because for the 1st time in almost 13 years I thought "I really kind of LIKE that picture!" I guess that is a milestone...& I wanted to share it with y'all because I figured some of you would understand it more than anyone else. I had my eye weight taken out about 3 weeks ago and I am wondering if I am going to need to have another put in. The plan was to let my eyelid heal completely and then start over: however, I am only using one drop of Systane a day and Refresh PM at night - just like I was with the weight!! I am very pleased about how it looks too. I'll let you know what the Dr. says tomorrow...
Also, I really didn't tell anyone, but I have been having headaches for a while and my shoulder was really hurting. I've tried EVERYTHING (new dinky purse, no weights at the gym) and cut everything out with that arm. It took me a while, but I finally realized that the ONLY other time I had shoulder pain like that was right before my AN was diagnosed. I had HORRIBLE shoulder pain and nothing would touch it - it was because my brainstem was so displaced from the tumor. Anyway, I guess I was really kind of frightened, but I already had a Physical scheduled so I waited to talk to my Dr. then. He ordered an MRI of the brain (w/ & w/o contrast, of course) and also the neck. I didn't get the results until a week later when I finally called (the Dr. went out of town and the nurse was supposed to call). All that happened with my Grandmother & I guess I just didn't want to deal with anything else - I figured no news was good news. It was - NO CHANGE since my last MRI in 2004. Whoo-Hoo! They sent me the MRI reports and apparently there is something wrong with my neck but I can deal with that (probably a little rehab).
So, you may be asleep by now because this is a LONG post, especially for me, but just thought I'd let you know what has been going on in my world!!
K