I wish I could have the darned thing back in my head, for all the problems I'm left with now!
Besides, just a few days after the surgery they told me they had to leave some behind and gave me a 20% chance of regrowth. I recall a big let-down hearing that, and thinking, "then why did i just go thru all this??"
If only it were as easy as having the darn thing gone. Also, pre-op my only symptoms were sudden distorted/muffled hearing and sudden tinnitis on the left. An MRI was done right away, and I was referred to surgeons for a slow-growing benign acoustic tumor. (I should have been given steroids, but somehow my hearing was left by the wayside ...)
Anyway, because of those few symptoms, the surgeons were ON it. The surgery was offered within 2 wks of my surgery consult. Now, I have a host of worse symptoms, that no one seems to have cared about for a very long time!
For me, now that I'm post op, my symptoms haven't mattered very much! But the original few initiated this entire surgical life-changing event.
Think about it, because you cannot make a raw egg out of one already cooked ...
If only I could have my 1.4 back ...
Becky
P.S. Not everyone has such a disappointing outcome.