Hello, my surgery was back in Oct. o2. I had many complications, one, a stroke. I am 49 now. I won't go into the details now but I'm on ssd. I worked in a factory for 25 years. I am so scared that since the goverment supported this massive bailout for our wallstreet friends ,they are going to start cracking down on everything they can to help make up for this large sum of money they gave out. At first ssd was very hard to except. I was used to working full time .but over the years I'm more relaxed and have learned to enjoy myself. I would be way to slow for factory life now and I'm not trained for anything else. When I look side to side, I can't stand it! I get dizzy. I have never read one book yet. I can't concentrate and stay with it. There are different times when I would make mistakes and I would think to myself, If this was a job, I'd be fired. Can someone give me the web sight for the ssd discussions so I can ball to them.