first i would like to say that its good to be back! been having ongoing computer issues and cannot seem to get them resolved. but for now at least i am back online! yay!i recently went to a psychiatrist and a neurologist because i cant stand this q.o.l. anymore and i think im losing what is left of my mind.the psychiatrist gave me a new medication called pristiq which is making me sicker than i already feel. ( sounds like a feminine hygiene product to me anyway!)so next time i go there im cutting that med loose.the neurologist said theres absolutely nothing that can be done to help this extreme cranial nerve damage that has happened as a result of my surgery. i went out in tears (out my one good eye) again. i dont want to give up. i just cant accept that i have to live in the hell of this head for the rest of my life. there must be something out there to help. maybe a different kind of doc or something. but i just keep hitting a brick wall. does anyone out there have any suggestions? i already go to chiropractic, biocranial, massage and lymphatic drainage which helps somewhat but no cigar in the big pic. just feel so alone and trapped in here and no one understands either which makes it worse. i feel ive turned into a mean old sad lady. if anyone knows what kind of doc i could see to help or anything else that may help please let me know. id be eternally grateful. kerri