just pm'ed this to laura but might as well broadcast to all you well wishers
thx so much for all the positive vibes sent into the OR
first email out of me to anyone, have to hold reading glasses and type with one hand, so . . .
coming thru
i really believe in everyone different now
no headache, no pain other than hospital annoyances
but whoa the double vision, don't even think about spinning around, don't look at anything in brightly lit natural or artificial light
no restrictions other than what i asked them about since i'd heard of them from forumites, oddly
i'm trying to type without glasses now so it's faster but blurry
won't be able to drive forever as far as it seems right now
my mind seems in tact but my face looks horrible, droopy smile, starting to get a little numbmess around right outside jaw line, woke up for 2 am steroid feeding and discovered scratchy sensation in eye so thinking of getting rx for eye gel to protect it at night while i am relaxed and not voluntarily keeping it closed
hopeful extended steroid taper will resolve swelling causing facial stuff
also can't open non an eye with opening an eye so that's weird, walking is okay but i live where there is no such thing as even ground, not even a mall, so we'll see how that goes
hopeful
you're younger so i'm very optimistic for you
let me know that you get the scarf
i'll mail out journal asap, family descending today to see if they can totally wear me out!!!!
deep breath
they really liked the muffins, first thing they mentioned as i awoke in the OR, no space in the recovery inn so skipped up to icu
some big blood pressure drop that required removal of dave, but i have only brief awareness of it
anyway thx again!!!!