Hi, Laura.
It's so good to hear your voice again. I'm glad you have your daughter there to help you and give you company. It is tough when you get down about your recovery, and being alone increases the frustration.
I've found that my energy level has dwindled since my steroid use ended. I take naps on days when I feel the urge and sleep a lot more at night than I did pre-op. I have to take breaks from physical work and feel a lack of motivation when faced with boring or tedious tasks. I'm trying to find something to look forward to because that usually lifts my spirits, so I'm thinking about two weeks from now when my son will be home for the summer.
Know that your difficulties are not unusual, and try to help your body heal: good food, fresh air, light exercise, lots of laughs and smiles even though they feel funny.
Dave cut my hair the other day. He had never cut anyone's but his own before, so it came out a little funny, but today his daughter is going to try to patch up his work. Then I will have a picture taken of me, and when you see how much my face has improved, you will have a whole bucket full of hope to splash around in.
I'm thinking of you and sending all the positive vibes I can to the other side of the continent.
Best to you and your family,
Nancy