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hurdle07

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« on: December 20, 2007, 10:23:38 am »
Hi all,

Well...you can add another to your ranks. 

I Woke up one morning in January '07, I could hardly hear out of my left ear and felt like my neck was out of joint. Saw ENT in March, he confirmed hearing loss and told me to get an MRI. I don't because I didn't like the idea of subjecting myself to an MRI. 

In November I decide an MRI might be a smart thing to do in case something is going on.  Had a follow up appt. Friday 12/7 with ENT regarding MRI, he said something about a benign tumor, but honestly, I really didn't seem all that concerned at the time.  Didn't even remember what he called it.  Come Monday 12/10, I started poking around on the internet in preparation for appt. with neurosurgeon the following day, figured I must have an AN.  Fear and confusion settle in. I saw the neurosurgeon and couldn't even muster an intelligent conversation.  I was a mess...late to the appt...left my important questions in the car. Dope! The rest of the week I was pretty distraught, but I'm feeling fairly good now. Thanks for being here!

hurdle07
AN 14mm x 10mm x 11mm, left side,
diagnosed December 2007,
Partial hearing loss center frequencies.

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« Reply #1 on: December 20, 2007, 11:02:32 am »
hurdle07,
  I know just what you mean about meeting with the doctors just after diagnosis.  Forum members often recommend taking an advocate with you to doctors appointments, they can keep a cool head and help remember to ask the questions you may forget to ask.  And it helps to write down responses for later review.
  Getting a "brain tumor" diagnosis can definitely get your heart rate going, and it's easy to forget to ask doctors things when you don't yet know quite how this will affect your future.  But in most cases, AN patients do fine.
  Good luck with your research about AN.  This forum is a good place to find out more from other AN patients about their experience.
Regards,
 Rob
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Retrosigmoid 2/9/06
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« Reply #2 on: December 20, 2007, 11:18:53 am »
Hi Hurdle07 (love the name, by the way.  2007 had a lot of hurdles for me too).

if you think of something you wanted to ask the doc that you didn't at the appointment, I know mine has always been happy to answer things over the phone.  I just leave a message with the nurse or whoever at the office and he calls me back as soon as he can.  I just have to be patient sometimes, knowing that he could very well be busy working on someone elses head that day.

No need to feel like a dope.  At my first appointment, the nurse asked how old I was and I had to look at my husband for an answer.  I couldn't even remember that!  I've found that after the initial shock of the diagnosis wears off, I'm able to get through those tough questions a little better than the first time!

Good luck to you whatever your course of action may be!
Lori
Right 3cm AN diagnosed 1/2007.  Translab resection 2/20/07 by Dr. David Kaylie and Dr. Karl Hampf at Baptist Hospital in Nashville.  R side deafness, facial nerve paralysis.  Tarsorraphy and tear duct cauterization 5/2007.  BAHA implant 11/8/07. 7-12 nerve jump 9/26/08.

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« Reply #3 on: December 20, 2007, 03:52:25 pm »
Hi, hurdle07:

Allow me to extend my welcome and my empathy, as we've all been in your position at one time.  That original diagnosis is scary, sometimes.  My wife was with me when I received my AN diagnosis (by phone, from my PCP).  The obvious concern of the neurosurgeon we consulted - that the tumor be operated on as quickly as possible...like, in a week - also gave us pause.  I reverted to near child-like status and basically just listened and nodded my head as my wife and the surgeon conferred about the mechanics of the upcoming surgery and what to expect.  My only serious input was to make the doctor aware that I greatly feared post-op facial paralysis (I had researched AN"s...just in case) so he went with a plan to de-bulk the tumor (reduce it's size) then, employ radiation (FSR) to kill the tumor's DNA, which he claimed had great success.  I hgardly had time to worry much and the surgery date came up fast.  I knew I had a problem that had to be addressed quickly, so I just went with it.

The operation went very well with almost no complications.  My symptoms all disappeared following the surgery (I remained deaf in the AN-affected ear, of course).  Three months later, I underwent 26 daily radiation treatments about 20 minutes in duration.  No problems, if you don't count boredom and the screwing up of my schedule.  :)

Now, 18 months post-op, I'm about 95% back to normal.  My last MRI showed definite tumor shrinkage and necrosis (cell death).  My balance is getting better all the time - almost normal, now - and I feel great.   Believe me, there is life after an acoustic neuroma diagnosis.  Granted, not every single AN patient has the same exact outcome and, unfortunately, not every surgeon has the same knowledge and skill level, so some patients don't do as well and/or suffer post-op complications.  That should motivate you to do as much research as you can - this website is a treasure-trove of AN information - and carefully choose your surgeon, making sure he (or she) has extensive experience in removing acoustic neuroma tumors.  Of course, should the tumors size allow it, you may opt for radiation, which is non-invasive and less complicated than surgery but carries it's own risks.

In any case, know that the folks on this forum are here for you in whatever way we can help.  We're not doctors and can't offer medical advice but, collectively, we have tons of experience with a condition (AN) that few people have ever even heard of, so we can be a trusted resource for you on many practical matters regarding an acoustic neuroma.  That noted, we wish you the best and hope you'll visit the forum as often as you feel you need to.  We'll be here.  :)

Jim 
4.5 cm AN diagnosed 5/06.  Retrosigmoid surgery 6/06.  Follow-up FSR completed 10/06.  Tumor shrinkage & necrosis noted on last MRI.  Life is good. 

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« Reply #4 on: December 20, 2007, 07:59:57 pm »
Thank you all for the kind words, reassurance, and suggestions.

I am very thankful that I stumbled upon the ANA during that first day of searching the internet regarding my condition. There's lots of great information here. I already received and read my information packet which came in the mail 2 days ago, and now I have the collective experience of all you folks.  It's like finding a shortcut bypassing some rough road...though the journey still seems daunting nonetheless.

I'm also greatful to the competent ENT who set me up with an MRI during that first office visit, (eventhough I put it off until some 9 months later). ::)
AN 14mm x 10mm x 11mm, left side,
diagnosed December 2007,
Partial hearing loss center frequencies.

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« Reply #5 on: December 20, 2007, 08:19:06 pm »
Hi, Hurdle and welcome to the "club" - you'll find it's a nice place.

I don't think you mentioned in your posts the size of your AN.  Do you know?

Jan 
Retrosig 5/31/07 Drs. Battista & Kazan (Hinsdale, Illinois)
Left AN 3.0 cm (1.5 cm @ diagnosis 6 wks prior) SSD. BAHA implant 3/4/08 (Dr. Battista) Divino 6/4/08  BP100 4/2010 BAHA 5 8/2015

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« Reply #6 on: December 20, 2007, 08:27:12 pm »
Hi Jan,

The ENT doc read the MRI report which said 14mm, however, the neurosurgeon I saw 4 days later figured a bit over 11mm.
Hey...maybe it's deflating ;D
AN 14mm x 10mm x 11mm, left side,
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Partial hearing loss center frequencies.

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« Reply #7 on: December 21, 2007, 07:38:47 am »
If it's deflating, that would be a good thing  :)

I'm an accountant, but I was never good with the metric system.  I'm stumped.  How does 11 mm translate into cm  ???

The reason I asked about size is because it will help the forum members give you some insight into treatment options - if that's something you want.  Different size ANs can be conducive to different treatments - watch & wait, radiation, surgery.  But since you received the literature from the ANA, you probably already know that.  Have you considered which treatment you might choose? or is it too soon for you to be thinking about that?  It takes some time just to "digest" the diagnosis.



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Retrosig 5/31/07 Drs. Battista & Kazan (Hinsdale, Illinois)
Left AN 3.0 cm (1.5 cm @ diagnosis 6 wks prior) SSD. BAHA implant 3/4/08 (Dr. Battista) Divino 6/4/08  BP100 4/2010 BAHA 5 8/2015

I don't actually "make" trouble..just kind of attract it, fine tune it, and apply it in new and exciting ways

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« Reply #8 on: December 21, 2007, 08:34:56 am »
HI Hurdle07

Welcome to the club but sorry that you had to join . You are in the best place for getting information about all manner of treatments .  I had a similar experience when I got the results of my MRI when my ENT specialist made fairly light remarks
about my AN and as a result I did not really take it all that seriously untill the leaflet explaining what it was arrived . Then it was ..
OH MY GOD I HAVE A BRAIN TUMOUR ! ! After visiting sites like this one I realised that I did have time to decide what treatment
to choose and since my symptoms were minimal it was not too difficult to take time to do all the research needed . Judging by the size of your AN  at 1.1 cm you should also have all the options available to you .

I think that you should sit back relax and enjoy the Holidays with friends and family and remember that we are all here for you whenever you need support .

Best regards Kat

2.2 cm AN diagnosed July 2004 . GK at  the Royal Hallamshire
Sheffield UK in April 2005 2nd MRI in December 06 showed signs of the AN shrinking and MRI in FEB 08 showed no change . SO FAR SO GOOD .

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« Reply #9 on: December 21, 2007, 01:48:22 pm »
Jan:

11 millimeters would be just over 1 centimeter.  Very likely treatable by radiation, if desired.  The poster hurdle07 has options.

Jim
4.5 cm AN diagnosed 5/06.  Retrosigmoid surgery 6/06.  Follow-up FSR completed 10/06.  Tumor shrinkage & necrosis noted on last MRI.  Life is good. 

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« Reply #10 on: December 21, 2007, 08:26:50 pm »

Thanks, Jim.  From what I know, 1 cm is definitely open to options; and options are good.  Don't know if watch and wait is feasible, but radiation or surgery should both be possibilities.

I think Kat's idea of relaxing, enjoying the holidays, and then researching treatment options is an excellent suggestion.

Jan


 
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Left AN 3.0 cm (1.5 cm @ diagnosis 6 wks prior) SSD. BAHA implant 3/4/08 (Dr. Battista) Divino 6/4/08  BP100 4/2010 BAHA 5 8/2015

I don't actually "make" trouble..just kind of attract it, fine tune it, and apply it in new and exciting ways

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« Reply #11 on: December 21, 2007, 08:42:33 pm »
Thanks, Jim.  From what I know, 1 cm is definitely open to options; and options are good.  Don't know if watch and wait is feasible, but radiation or surgery should both be possibilities.

I think Kat's idea of relaxing, enjoying the holidays, and then researching treatment options is an excellent suggestion.

Jan

In line with what Jan noted, I had cyberknife radio-surgery when my AN was 1cm.  I am in total agreement that with an AN at 1cm, there are many options... and a lot of helpful info on this site to help you understand the options (pre-treatment and post-treatment and even threads about each treatment/processes).

Hang in there!
Phyl
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